She was still fast asleep. He didn’t
want to wake her so he went down stairs to get some coffee. As he went into the
kitchen there was a note on the kitchen table for her from her mom. It read:
Mary
Helen called me early this morning and needs my help. I left food in the frig.
I’m not sure when I’ll be back and I called the boys to let them know and to
leave the two of you alone.
Love,
Mom
He smiled knowing that they now had
the day to themselves. He made himself a cup of coffee and her a cup of tea. When
he entered the bedroom she was already awake. “Hey beautiful, I see your awake.
I hope I didn’t wake you?”
“Um No you didn’t” she said still a
little sleepy. “You made me tea?” she said a little surprised.
“Hey I do know how to do a few
things.” He said feigning a little hurt.
“I know I was just teasing you
silly!”
“Well you keep doing that and I’m going to
punish you.” He told her with a wicked grin.
“Oh you can try baby you can try,”
she said defiantly.
“Oh I love a challenge baby.” he said
wriggly his eyes.
She just shook her head. “If mom wasn’t here
I’d have you prove that!” she said wriggly her eyes right back at him. He put
down the drinks and slowly walked over to her and bending down gently and
started kissing her.
Then he started too passionately kiss
her but she stopped him. “Oh God am I hurting you. I didn’t mean too…”he was
trying to apologize but she stopped him.
“Jon no I’m fine, well no my lip
still hurts, doesn’t yours? Wait I’m getting side tracked. Jon my mother is
here. We can’t…” But before she could finish she could see that he had a shit
eating grin on his face. “What the hell’s gotten into you and why are you
smiling like you just ate the mouse.”
“Oh, because I know something you
don’t.” he said.
“Oh, and what’s that Mister Smarty Pants!”
she said shaking her head. He sat down beside her and started to rub her thigh.
“Oh when I was down stairs you’re mom left you a little note saying she’s gone
for the day, and she told you’re brothers not to bother us.”
As his hand started to move up her thigh. “Oh
really, so you read my letter did you?”
“Why yes I did. It was just out there
in the open.” His eyes wide and his smile even wider now.
“What I’m I going to do with you?”
she said as she giggled.
“Oh I have a few ideas.” He said as
he leaned down to kiss her again. This time she didn’t refuse. He slowly pulled
her down the bed as she lay flat and pulled her t-shirt off then his. “You know
you really are beautiful.” He whispered to her.
“Boy, he really did hit you hard in
the head didn’t he?” she told him as she felt that she was blushing from ear to
ear.
“Why can’t you just take a
compliment? I only say what I mean, plus you’re kind of ruining the mood. I’m
trying to be romantic here.” He said a little annoyed.
“Oh, I’m sorry. I’m just not used to
getting compliments, especially when they’re for me.” She said blushing.
“Well get used to it, because I’m
going to do it more and more.” He said as he started to kiss her passionately
again. They had made love all morning long. Carefully.
It was nearing noon time and finally
they started to get hungry. Jon looked at the clock. “Hey what time is it?”
Mary asked.
“It’s twenty past twelve, why?” he
replied.
“Well I don’t know about you but I’m
getting hungry.” She said.
“Hungry? Baby I need some time to
recharge. You’re going to kill me, honestly.” he said as he reached over and
pulled her to him. She slapped at him
but he grabbed her hand.
“Hey! I didn’t mean that, I meant
food you silly.” She told him giggling.
“I know what you meant Silly! I just
don’t feel like getting up or you getting dressed that’s all.” He said as he
started to kiss her shoulder.
“Stop that! I thought you said you needed some
time?”
“Time’s up, and more than that.” He chuckled.
“You really are bad. But I’m hungry and
I get cranky when I’m hungry.”
“Okay okay. I’ll feed you. What would you like
to eat baby?”
“Oh I don’t know, I can make some sandwiches
if you want me to or a really, really late breakfast.” She said trying to get
up but Jon still held her tight.
“Sandwiches sound good, but I’m still
not wanting to let you go.” He said making a pouty face.
“Well I can’t make them if you don’t
let me go.” She giggled.
“How about we just get some snacks,
bring them back here and then order a nice diner. Would that be ok? Because I
really, really don’t want you to be gone too long. I just want to stay here for
as long as we can before I have to leave. Okay.” Kissing her softly.
“Okay. I won’t be more than five
minutes, okay?”
“Okay but hurry because I’m going to time you
and if you’re not back by the sixth minute I’m coming to get you, got it.” He
said excitedly.
She didn’t take long with the snacks
and they made love again the rest of the afternoon. She realized to herself
that she had never felt this way about anyone before and didn’t want it to end.
But she knew it would. He was leaving tomorrow afternoon and be gone for over a
month. Now the question was did she want to go with him or stay here. She
really didn’t know but also he hasn’t asked either so she wasn’t sure what she
would do. Night fell fast unfortunately and still he hadn’t asked her. They
called for diner so she didn’t have to cook and they ate quietly together.
“So you’ve been quiet tonight? What’s
up?” Jon asked a little concerned.
“Nothing why?” she asked.
“Because you’ve been fiddling with
your potatoes now for five minutes and haven’t eaten them.” He said staring at
her intently.
“Really it’s nothing; I guess I just ate too
much this afternoon.” She said looking down at her plate.
“We only ate cheese and crackers then
made love the rest of the time. You said you were starving just before the food
came. So what’s up, don’t lie to me.” He said more aggressively.
“Jon! Leave it alone, Okay. I said it
was nothing and it’s nothing. Jesus!” she yelled getting up and taking her
plate to the kitchen. Jon just sat there for a minute trying to figure out what
the hell just happened. One minute they we’re blissfully happy and the next
she’s screaming at him. Women! He got up, took his plate and followed her into
the kitchen where she was, standing by the boarded up door her brothers had fix
the following night.
He walked up behind her and put his
arms around her. “Hey, will you please tell me what’s wrong. I can’t read your
mind.” He said as he kissed the side of her head. She didn’t want to tell him
the truth. That she was afraid that she would never see him again once he left.
She didn’t want him to think that she was that insecure. She didn’t want to
think that she was that insecure.
“It’s nothing really.” She said
sighed.
“Well it must be something because
you’re all key up and snapping at me.” He said concerned.
“I’m sorry; I really don’t mean to
snap at you. It’s just…” she just shook her head and tried to break free from
his grip but he wouldn’t let her go.
“It’s just what Baby?”
“I blew it, okay. I blew it.” She said trying
to get away and not to let him realize what the real reason was.
“Blew what?” he said confused.
“I was trying to protect you and I
blew it. I’m the one who needed protection. Not you! I got beat up and almost
killed. My brothers will have a field day with this once you leave.” she said
partially knowing she was right.
“Hey, wait just one minute ‘he turned
her around to face him’ If it wasn’t for you I would probably be dead right
now. And god only knows who else. If I was with someone else they could have
been hurt as well. So don’t put yourself down! Do you hear what I’m saying!” he
argued.
“You do know how to make a girl feel
better about herself don’t you. But it still there Jon, I didn’t protect you
the way I should have. And Rick and A.J. are going to call me on it as soon as
I feel better. Trust me.” She said.
“Well if they do, then they won’t get
their bonus I was going to give them for giving me that extra special gift.” He
said smiling at her.
“What gift would that be? And do I
get part of that bonus?” she asked.
“No you don’t get part of that
bonus.” He said shaking his head with a smirk on his face.
“What! Why not scrooge!” she asked
shocked.
“Because the gift I got was you
ding-a-ling. And I was hoping your bonus was me.” He replied with a pouty face.
“Oh, I see now. Sorry. I guess now
I’m the lame one. You really are a bonus baby. But I could have gotten you
killed. And I’m sorry for that.”
He pulled her in for a kiss but she
pulled back. “What?” he said annoyed.
“If I tell you that I have one hell
of a migraine would you believe me?” she asked.
He looked at her confused “Of course
I would. Why? You’re not feeling well?”
“I think worrying and everything,
well I didn’t want to say anything but my head has been killing me the last few
days since, well you know.” She said.
“You should have told me. We wouldn’t
have made love like that. Did I hurt you?”
“Oh God no sweet heart you didn’t,
really. I’d taken some pain killers beforehand. But right now I can feel it
coming on real strong. Can we just go and sit please.” She asked him.
“Sure, sure let’s go into the living
room.” He said as he escorted her into the living room. He settled her on the
couch and asked “Is there anything you want me to get you?”
“No, no I’m fine but would you just
sit here with me, please”
“Sure, anything you want.” He said as
he scooted next to her. “Mary, do you want me to get you your medication?” he
asked.
“That would be nice.” She said “It’s
upstairs on my night table.” Jon found it and brought it down to her and
brought her a glass of water.
“Here you go sweetie”
“Thanks.”
“Maybe I should get you back to bed.
Come on.” He said trying to pick her up but she wouldn’t let him.
“Jon I can walk. Bedsides’ it’s too
early to go to sleep. I would hate to lay there with this blasted headache. Why
don’t we just try and watch a movie, okay.” She said.
“You sure.”
“I’m sure. We can cuddle on the couch
if you don’t mind?”
“Oh I don’t mind. Come here, and I’ll
show you how much I don’t mind.” They cuddle up together on the couch with Jon
very carefully settling Mary between his legs so she could rest her head on his
chest. Gently he had his arms around her as to not to aggravate her wound on
her stomach. As they watched a movie on TV, he noticed her breathing became
very slow and steady so he looked down on her to see that she had fallen
asleep. He slowly tilted her upward so he could slip out from under her and
then picked her up to take her upstairs. Once there he gently put her down on
the bed but she slowly opened her eyes.
“Jon?”
“Hey there sleepy head. Did I wake you?”
“I guess.” She said groggily.
“I’m sorry sweetie, I didn’t mean to
wake you.” he said sitting on the side of the bed.
“It’s ok. When did I fall asleep?”
“I don’t know somewhere in the middle of the
movie I guess. How do you feel now?” he asked hoping to get the answer he was
looking for.
“Oh much better, I guess that’s what
I needed. Why?” She asked with a sly smile.
“Oh nothing I was worried about your headache.
You were feeling really bad there for a while and you’re still not looking that
great.” He said concern.
“No, no
I feel fine really.” She said trying hard not to show how she was really
feeling.
“Look, I’m around guys who drink
themselves silly and myself at times. So don’t tell me you’re feeling fine.” He
said standing now besides the bed with his hands on his hips.
“And what the hell does that mean?”
she asked annoyed.
“It means you’re still not feeling
well and trying to hide it from me. That’s what that means babe.”
“So now you’re a mind reader. Well
read this!” she exclaimed.
“Not funny babe, not funny.” He
replied.
“I’m sorry, really. I just get cranky
when I’m not feeling good.” She said as she apologized.
“It’s okay babe, really. I’m just
concerned that’s all. That bastard
really knocked you around and we really don’t know the extent of what he did to
your head. We won’t get back the MRI results back for a few days, oh and I
better get a call!” he said sternly.
“Don’t worry I call right away and
let you know, okay?” She said as she got up and put her arms around him into a
hug.
“Okay, that’s better. But you still
need to rest. You’re still not up to par yet.”
She went to reply but he put one of
his fingers up to her mouth to keep her quiet. “No you’re not going to fight
with me on this one babe. You had a migraine earlier and fell fast asleep. So
you’re going to take it easy whether you like it or not. The faster you get
better the faster you and I can be together.” He stated.
“Well we were together earlier or do
I have to remind you of that.” She said wriggling her body into him.
“No you don’t have to remind me of
that and stop that will you before you excite a part of me that I can’t
control. I think the reason you got that migraine is because of us making love
earlier and I won’t do that to you again til I know it’s safe. Okay babe.” He explains.
“Okay, party pooper.” She said poking
him in the stomach. He looked at her sternly but with a little smile on his
lips.
“Ok bedtime you.”
“Fine, but you’re sleeping with me,
right?” she asked. “
I’ll be right beside you. I don’t
have to leave until one o’clock tomorrow afternoon. So don’t worry. But I think
there’s something else that’s bothering you. What is it babe?” he asked.
“No, no everything‘s fine. Like you
said I’m just not feeling great, that’s all.”
“Don’t give me that. What is it, tell
me. Please.”
“You’re not going to let this go, are
you?” she said.
“No I’m not. There’s something the matter and
I can’t fix it if you don’t tell me what it is. So spill it.” He was demanding
now.
She really didn’t want to tell him
what was wrong. She didn’t want to seem needy. But he was being persistent.
“Alright I’ll tell you okay. Just stop nagging will you.” she said irritated.
“I’m not being irritating.” He shot
back looking a little hurt.
“Yes you are. But I’ll overlook it. I’m upset because you’re leaving tomorrow
okay.” She said.
“Oh sweetie, I thought that might be it. Look
it will be alright. When you feel better you can come out and spend as much
time as you want with me, okay.” He said trying to convince her that things
will be alright.
“That’s nice Jon but that’s not
what’s really bothering me.” She said. “
Then what is it?” he question her.
Not understanding what could have upset her.
“Urgh! You okay it’s you.” she said
loudly and a little upset.
“Me! What did I do?” Jon asked now
more confused than ever.
“See you’re upset.”
“I’m not because you haven’t told me
anything yet sweetie. Now start from the beginning okay.” He said as he sat on
the bed. She took a deep breath and let it out.
“You’re going to think it’s stupid.”
She said sitting down next to him on the bed and staring at the floor.
Taking her chin with his hand and
lifting it up to meet his eyes he said “First would you please look at me when
you’re taking to me. And second I promise I won’t think it’s stupid.”
“Fine…I’m just afraid when you go
back to your life style you’ll forget me or worst I won’t fit in.” she said
sadly.
Jon trying very hard to hide the
smile that was coming to his face and the chuckle in his voice that he was
trying very hard to be supportive. “Ah
baby, it’s going to be okay I promise. I’m not going to forget you. And as for
fitting in you already do. The guys love you. They already approve of you. So
please don’t be like this, you’ll worry yourself sick ok.” He kissed her gently
and hoped that was enough to reassure her. “Okay let’s get you back to bed
baby. You still don’t look that great. You still look pale.”
“Gee thanks. But your right I still
feel lousy, sorry”
“There’s nothing to feel sorry about.
We have all the time in the world together once you’re with me on tour.” They went to bed with Jon cradling Mary in
his arms the entire night. Before they knew the sun was coming through the
windows. Jon was an early bird so he was the one to rise first, slowly opening
his eyes to the light shining into the room. Rubbing his hands through his eyes
he was slowly waking up. He looked at the clock which read seven forty five am
and was wondering if he should try waking Mary up too seeing that he was really really awake now.
Pulling back the hair from her neck
he started to nuzzle it hoping it would stir her. When that didn’t seem to work
he started to tickle her lightly under the arm and she moved forwarded with a
little yelp. “Hey what the…” that startled her, but before she could say
anything he hushed her by putting his hand over her mouth.
“Shhh not to loud you’ll wake your
mother. Jeepers!” he said trying to keep things quiet.
“What the hell are you doing? What
time is it anyway?”
“Quarter to eight.”
“In the morning! Are you crazy!”
“No. I’m just horny.” He said matter of
factly.
“You are crazy aren’t you?” she said with a
chuckle.
As he reached around to pull her
closer he said “I’m just crazy about you, okay.” He said as he pulled her in
and kissed her. As his hand was sliding down her stomach to her panties there
was a knock on the bedroom door. “You’ve got to be kidding me!” Jon said in
shock.
Mary just shook her head and said
“Who is it?!”
“Mom honey, I got in at six this morning and I
just heard you guys up. I’m going to make breakfast would you guys like to join
me?” Cecelia asked. Jon just looked at Mary disgusted and shook his head yes of
having breakfast with her mother.
Mary wanted to scream herself. “Sure
Mom why not. We’ll be down in a moment.”
“Okay honey”
“Don’t say it. Just don’t say it
okay.”
“Say what?” he asked.
“That I should have my own place.”
“Oh that. Well that would be nice
having all the privacy that is.”
“Yeah it would but I’d be here anyway
because I had gotten hurt. Do you think for a minute my mother would let me
stay alone in an empty apartment if I was hurt? Are you nuts!”
“Yeah you’re probably right. She’s
like my mom; she doesn’t let you out of her site especially if you’re sick.”
“Well you better put something on
because I don’t think Mom would appreciate you going downstairs dressed in
nothing.” She said with a slight grin on her face.
“No, you don’t think she’d like this
look.” He said trying to get a rise out of her.
“No I don’t. But I would very very
much baby. And I don’t share very well either.” She said leaning over and
kissing him passionately. They got dressed and went down downstairs to join
Mama Simon in the kitchen. Cecilia had cooked them a big breakfast and told
them she was leaving to go to the Woman’s Club for most of the day. So she said
her goodbye’s to Jon before she left. It was about nine am now and Mary was
just finishing putting the morning dishes away when Jon came up behind her and
put his arms around her waist.
“Hey beautiful, you almost done
there?”
“Yeah, why?”
“Well seeing we were interrupted earlier and
if you think you’re up to it, I was wondering if you would like to go upstairs
with me.” He said as he rubbed himself against her. She smiled back at him. She
loved it as he was being very playful with her but also cautious, he didn’t
want a repeat of yesterday and for her to have one of her migraine attacks.
“But don’t you have to pack?”
“I called Richie. He’s going to pack
up my stuff for me, he knows what to do. He’s done it before so we have at
least a couple of hours to our selves before they come and get me. I’m just
worried about you.”
“Me why?”
“Because after yesterday we made love
for about half the afternoon then all of a sudden you weren’t feeling good. Or
did you forget about that” he said with a smirk on his face.
“Noo I didn’t forget about that.” She
said quietly.
“Are you sure you’re okay? Don’t tell
me you’re still worried?” he asked.
“Jon we have to talk.” She said
concerned.
“Well that doesn’t sound good. I
thought we were doing good?” he replied a little upset.
“No we are. It’s just that I think I
just need to talk to you about all this again that’s all. Can we go into the
living room please?” she asked him nervously.
“Sure why not.” He said sarcastically as he
followed Mary into the living room, he sat in the lounge chair as she sat on
the sofa. She could tell he was a little upset as he seemed tensed and very
quiet all of a sudden.




